Post by Radune on Apr 29, 2010 14:43:46 GMT -5
Emil sat in his cockpit. He was smiling a nervous, twitching smile. However, his eyes were flooding with tears. He still hadn't realized exactly just what had happened. Suddenly, he quickly moved his arms to the sides of his head and frantically started shaking.
"They... they're not dead! They can't be dead! They're still alive.. they're still with me.. I'm not alone.. My big sister is right here with me!" he kept yelling that over and over while his face started twitching more. Ghostly shapes seemed to appear around him. He saw the ones he held dear next to him, all of them smiling.
"Of course we are with you, Emil. I told you I'd never leave you, right?" Laura said as her shape got closer to him. The others also moved toward him. All of the ones he held dear. D.D., Emeline, Agata, Mahara, Rachel, Frauke, heck, even Balthild. But most important of them all was Laura. His only sister. His only family. The one that he loved. The one that he depended on. The one person he never could live without. But she was alive, after all. And she was still smiling. None of them were dead. He was certain about it.
When they closed in on him, he smiled. He knew that everything was going to be alright. Leaning his head toward Laura, he didn't feel the usual warmth. This distressed him.
"Why are you so cold?" he started said as he crying again.
"I knew it.." he mumbled. "You ARE dead, after all! I AM all alone! But not for long!" he yelled, pulling his gun out of his holster. He put the firing end of it inside of his mouth. Suddenly, he could hear a voice he hadn't heard for a very long time. The "other him" inside of him.
What are you waiting for? Just pull the trigger. One little pull, and you'd be with everybody you loved once more. Just do it. the voice said, echoing throughout the entire cockpit. Emil just sat there, shaking. After a while, he threw the gun away in anger.
"Goddamnit!" he yelled. "I can't even kill myself!"
The seat suddenly seemed like a very comfortable place to stay the night. He curled himself up into a ball and started crying once more.
"It's.. so cold.." he cried.
"They... they're not dead! They can't be dead! They're still alive.. they're still with me.. I'm not alone.. My big sister is right here with me!" he kept yelling that over and over while his face started twitching more. Ghostly shapes seemed to appear around him. He saw the ones he held dear next to him, all of them smiling.
"Of course we are with you, Emil. I told you I'd never leave you, right?" Laura said as her shape got closer to him. The others also moved toward him. All of the ones he held dear. D.D., Emeline, Agata, Mahara, Rachel, Frauke, heck, even Balthild. But most important of them all was Laura. His only sister. His only family. The one that he loved. The one that he depended on. The one person he never could live without. But she was alive, after all. And she was still smiling. None of them were dead. He was certain about it.
When they closed in on him, he smiled. He knew that everything was going to be alright. Leaning his head toward Laura, he didn't feel the usual warmth. This distressed him.
"Why are you so cold?" he started said as he crying again.
"I knew it.." he mumbled. "You ARE dead, after all! I AM all alone! But not for long!" he yelled, pulling his gun out of his holster. He put the firing end of it inside of his mouth. Suddenly, he could hear a voice he hadn't heard for a very long time. The "other him" inside of him.
What are you waiting for? Just pull the trigger. One little pull, and you'd be with everybody you loved once more. Just do it. the voice said, echoing throughout the entire cockpit. Emil just sat there, shaking. After a while, he threw the gun away in anger.
"Goddamnit!" he yelled. "I can't even kill myself!"
The seat suddenly seemed like a very comfortable place to stay the night. He curled himself up into a ball and started crying once more.
"It's.. so cold.." he cried.